My Life In My Music

by The Warlock

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The Sophomore Full Length Solo Album By The Warlock Is Now Available For Free Download! It's A Diverse Record & By Far His Most Personal, Inspiring, & Therefore Best Album To Date! It Was Recorded In His Studio & The Artwork Was Made By The Warlock As Well!

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released 08 April 2012
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The Warlock Los Lunas, New Mexico

The Warlock is a tremendously prolific emcee from the state of New Mexico. After spending the majority of his life writing down lyrics he slowly started to record his raps in 2009. after 4 years and literally a dozen projects he released his most successful project thus far entitled "Spitendope DLC" a video game concept album. Now in 2014 he is planning on an raising the bar yet again... ... more

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Track Name: Intro
(Verse 1) Hey yo its The Warlock & I'm up in this shit with somethin' to give all you muthafuckas again & I use a permanent marker to be servin' up art a certain word searchin that I'm urgin' to spark up cuz I'm tired of just sittin' back & kickin' raps yo I'm like fuck freestyle I'm all about these written tracks but both are a gift I've tapped into I'll separate you from your bottom half it's true like a slash with a fast ginsu or a high from serious drugs so yo hear this stuff because yo I think that it's clearly the most personal record that I've put out so by the end of it you should have a good outlook how I'm not like the norm yo I'm the type who's born to get a mic & ignite what I write to form songs that are brilliant I'll never break down cuz I'm resilient & yo I'm always killin' it so i hope that when you bump my shit & you're feelin' it cuz that was the main reason I rap & yeah still it is but yo the concept of this cd's diversity & that's somethin' all these other rappers can learn from me cuz I refuse to be one dimensional cuz that shit's wack & yo I'm unconventional
Track Name: The Champ Is Here
(Verse 1) The champ is here my record can't be cleared while you laugh & cheer I'm in the slobber-knocker & I'm not a jobber boxer fuck a whopper lots of steroids makes me share joy so if you're votin' against me I won't care boy cuz you're never gonna throw me off my game cuz I've never lost to lames & yeah I'm a boss-n-thangs get really easy once I see you bleedin' above your eyes I'll shove you why the fuck you keep huggin' me yo you're fuckin weak & must be tired so I'll hit you in the gut with 3 punches in the front of seems & once the spleen yo I hunch & swing & uppercut you're teeth so one will fly out & while it does fast 1st is how you'll lie down I'm now already feelin' victorious but this ain't the end of my story bitch nah there's more to this so know I can't afford to risk my position so I'll beat em 'til they're twitchin' but it seems like everything I'm dishin' in my arsenal won't tear apart the skull like usually but it's fuelin' me while for you it's cruel to see the person that you want to win get beat again & again & at the end be so badly bruised & sadly lose all the money that you worked for I'm sure the feelings worse than being stabbed with a short sword made of steel & yo my fist were trained to kill so I aim at will & yo I won't chill 'til I leave you layin' still all knocked out so let the clock count up to 8 & I hope that you're not seein' blurry shapes cuz yo I don't hate beatin' someone 'til they're useless cuz they were stupid enough to enter the ring & think they were better than me so in the center I bring so many swings that you'll remember I'm king a day later cuz I'll leave you unconscious with a face breaker & you're in grave-danger as soon as I land this final haymaker
Track Name: We Gettin' Fucked Up
(Chorus) We gettin' fucked up & we ain't no bustas so go 'head & get your fill if you must cuz

(Verse 1) We gettin' fucked up like you just took a chug of that tough stuff like some Jack Daniels yo I'm a rap vandal so with lyrics yeah I stack ammo so know that it's in custom for me that I never can't battle cuz I free all the time I'm obsessed with reachin' my prime so towards it I'm keepin' a climb yeah it's steep but it's fine yo I sleep & I rhyme just like I drink & I'm high so I have no reason to lie yo you don't need to define me as problematic or an addict with problems when the question I've always had is yo how can it evolve in somethin' so bad that it's not some safe shit when to me it's exactly what gods grace is so don't compare it to Nicholas Cage in Leaving Las Vegas cuz you may get your muthafuckin face hit until you learn that sometimes it's better to not say shit but yo everybody in this fuckin place is

(Chorus) We gettin' fucked up & we ain't no bustas so go 'head & get your fill if you must cuz

(Verse 2) Hey yo trust us when I say we drink nonstop & chill so fuck poppin' pills cuz I'm gettin' drunk until I've got my fill but I haven't reached it yet so I really need to step to wherever the kegs at cuz tonight I'm drinkin' less than usually which is really new to me cuz more often than not yo in a minute I'm always consumin' 3 of those muthafuckin alcoholic beverages & yo I'll get so fucked up I don't know what leverage is & I know that for some people it blemishes but on the real for me yo it only replenishes & gives me energy to bring this place to life so say goodbye if you wanna leave & waste this night all because you're fuckin borin' but we'll wake up in the mornin' with such a story that we'll wish we had us a recordin' even though our memories is all that we'll need meanwhile you missed out cuz you had to fall asleep

(Chorus) We gettin' fucked up & we ain't no bustas so go 'head & get your fill if you must cuz

(Verse 3) I'm mixin' my drank & I always fix it the same so I won't stop until I got about a 5th in the tank & yo I'll piss in a lake but just to christen the place so just sit back & listen to the wisdom that I'm kickin' today & on the real I don't want you to trip or complain but yo I'll spit in your face as soon as you give me a taste of your cup of beer cuz like your l'il sister it's fuckin weird & I need some hard liquor to help me whisk her like a musketeer & I'm a pimp yo so I'm really glad it's night cuz that's the time of day that I have the strongest appetite for cinnamon apple & those peppermint schnapps & after all of those are gone yo I'm the 1st who's next to get shots cuz this muthafuckin party's never destin to stop unless they're arrestin' us all but I know our aggression is strong enough to make 'em come with more force than a swat team so until then yo you know we're gonna party

(Chorus) We gettin' fucked up & we ain't no bustas so go 'head & get your fill if you must cuz
Track Name: My Life In My Music
(Chorus) I put my life in my music so know that I won't abuse it & on the real yo straight up I would die just to prove it so I hope your lighters have fluid cuz this is one of those songs so until time stops yo you gotta hold on

(Verse 1) Cuz even if I was in last place I'd still have faith & give it my all in this damn race cuz yo nothin' can take all this drive away from me so even if the whole world thought it's lame I'd still be makin' these tracks cuz the path I take my dream's at the finishing line but yo it isn't in time cuz only then yo I'll finally be livin' my life cuz on the real all the struggles that I face would make you buckle in pain if I just told you about a couple but wait I'm sure some of y'all have gone through the same or worse & if so know I got your back 'til the last day on earth just like how I'm down to die for these raps that I write so I hope you have somethin' to live for & a passion to fight to stay alive even in the worst circumstances I wish I could hurl the answers towards you to cure your manners & the way that you're forced to go about your day but until then just help me shout & say

(Chorus) I put my life in my music so know that I won't abuse it & on the real yo straight up I would die just to prove it so I hope your lighters have fluid cuz this is one of those songs so until time stops yo you gotta hold on

(Verse 2) & live your life to the fullest cuz you could die from a bullet that ricochets cuz it isn't safe so if you're lovin' the gifted way that I spit so great 1st just let me get this straight it took many years & nights to build & develop this rhymin' skill so know that I'm for real when I say that practice will help you establish yourself & with this rappin' I've felt so many improvements & skill gained I forever will train this l'il brain 'til I've made myself feel ashamed but that could never happen to me cuz I have this passion to be forever rappin' on beats until I'm at my defeat if you got a mic pass it to me cuz I know what I wanna do with my life so I swear I won't let anyone ruin my night & I gotta get this crowd movin' & hype all with their hands in fist so please raise 'em up with me & chant to this hey we'll deflate the fake & raise the stakes 'til we're days away & I came to say I hate a snake but hold it down like a paperweight

(Chorus) I put my life in my music so know that I won't abuse it & on the real yo straight up I would die just to prove it so I hope your lighters have fluid cuz this is one of those songs so until time stops yo you gotta hold on

(Verse 3) Even if your life is shit & I know sometimes it is but yo you gotta know that we only got 1 life to live so don't throw it away by holdin' a blade & cuttin' open your veins cuz I promise that it's going to change & when it does yo things will be allot better so don't stress it if you don't got chedda or you're just all fed up with the way your life has been goin' but you gotta stay strong yo cuz you're the reason I'm writing this poem so do just like the crowd & shout hella proud out loud if for whatever reason right now you're feelin' all down & out just yell whatever it is that gives you power & strength & if it's this song then listen to it for an hour a day cuz I just wanna help you as well as myself cuz I ain't lyin' when I say that I've gone through hell & I've felt like givin' up cuz yo this shit is tough but to strive is a must so just let these words that I write help to pick you up

(Chorus) I put my life in my music so know that I won't abuse it & on the real yo straight up I would die just to prove it so I hope your lighters have fluid cuz this is one of those songs so until time stops yo you gotta hold on
Track Name: Magic
(Chorus) Ho ho ho it's magic you know never believe it's not so

(Verse 1) My rappin's so ecstatic it's magic but I had it with these erratic faggots that should've sat in the back of this passion I'll last in so I hope you're graspin' & catchin' this attraction I'm castin' fast into action so don't be askin' or passin' all that bullshit that you're tellin' to me cuz I'm failin' to see how the hell you can be even a l'il able to never believe cuz I got a drive I cannot describe yo I gotta write even if it's 2 o'clock at night I'll still be droppin' hype bars for this new cd so you & me can truly see me get closer to my dream & humor's seen in the ways I refuse to sleep cuz I got flow & I can never stop yo even if I'm as ancient as a fossil I still gotta rock shows & penetrate like a crossbow cuz my carnage is unlawful & makes you think just like a walk home but I'm also a skilled artist like pica-so that's well known like an apostle or talk show & just like in a diamond rock stone there's never a flaw shown so y'all won't ever see me drop low like a pothole cuz that is not loc & this track is phat & makes me glad I got hope & this is magic you know so I could never believe it's not so

(Chorus) Ho ho ho it's magic you know never believe it's not so
Track Name: Blazin' On The Curb
(Verse 1) & I'm always rippin' it kid so I'm fixin' to spit ridiculous shit that's just like my medicinal hits so there's no question that war is higher cuz I'm always burnin' up more trees than a muthafuckin forest fire & yo ever since I 1st hit the weed I knew that instantly gettin' lit's for me so I will affix a clean flawless blunt that I gotta puff & yo I'm always high as fuck cuz I'm known to draw in such a large portion of weed smoke & yo I always breathe dope but of course I do I mean it's what I be yo cuz I'm that chron don whose been hittin' a bong on my moms lawn since I was a kid & nothings gone wrong ever since I was 11 but yo that's when I found my own personal heaven & by the end of this song I'm bettin' that you'll know how fond I am of this shit so every time you're bumpin' this I hope you got your cannabis lit

(Chorus) & Whenever I'm always blazin' on the curb I'm wantin' herbs that's crystallized & hits so fine & yo I insist that I always take a pull cuz it's my duty to blaze up that muthafuckin dank & rule

(Verse 2) My kingdom cuz I always represent my neighborhood meanwhile the haters could never live for the greater good but this song ain't about them I mean how when I'm always smokin' on the muthafuckin couch & I just gotta be honest yo I love smokin' the bombest chronics & yeah yo I will always promise that I won't let anyone let my anger boil as long as I have some of that muthafuckin aluminum foil or somethin' else but nothin' helps when we don't got any weed & plenty seeds would help if I grew but I don't so I would just rather substitute the room for more that I could store & yo I would never get bored if I had allot because a bag of pot is all the inspiration I need & while I'm tastin' the trees it makes me feel great cuz I love smokin' kill straight through whatever I can find hey yo it helps me write my rhymes

(Chorus) & Whenever I'm always blazin' on the curb I'm wantin' herbs that's crystallized & hits so fine & yo I insist that I always take a pull cuz it's my duty to blaze up that muthafuckin dank & rule

(Verse 3) & I ain't playin' when I'm sayin' that I'm always smokin' purple haze in any occasion so yo it's nothin' for me to be statin' that I love smokin' cannabis when I'm sober then I'm lower than abandoned ships that have sunk yo that skunk damn it gets me in a much better mood & would never feud for someone passin' that bammer cuz yo I understand your situation & I don't have any stipulations when it comes to gettin' high cuz I enjoy sittin' fried off my ass & you know I love to cough & gasp for oxygen & yo the cost of 10 chronic blunts I won't front is a crisp bill but trust me it's ill & fuck you if you think the shit kills cuz it doesn't & since I'm buzzin' yo I ain't frontin' when I say that you could be learnin' how I'm always smokin' more than a muthafuckin burnin' house but don't even try to put that water on it cuz I won't let anything get in the way of my chronic

(Chorus) & Whenever I'm always blazin' on the curb I'm wantin' herbs that's crystallized & hits so fine & yo I insist that I always take a pull cuz it's my duty to blaze up that muthafuckin dank & rule
Track Name: Tetris
(Chorus) I said muthafuckas wanna know if what I slang's expensive take a guess bitch I'm movin' bricks like a game of Tetris so if you're short on some blow but can be affordin' an O then you can make my stash shorten to low my coppin' 4 in a row

(Verse 1) But there's only one place to go & that's directly up so I respect the stuff that I get to touch & fit in such a perfect structure like how I made this song so I'm a play it on the day that I a can make the muthafuckin biggest spaceship launch & see everything else but I really need help cuz yo when it comes to levels yeah I can only beat 12 or 15 if I'm lucky then I'll be fleein' the country yo from all the bad bitches that are needin' to fuck me cuz that's such an accomplishment it makes bitches want the dick & I would hit but I can't even make a condom fit so I gotta pass on that ass & just say fuck 'em as I smash & mash on these video game buttons

(Chorus) I said muthafuckas wanna know if what I slang's expensive take a guess bitch I'm movin' bricks like a game of Tetris so if you're short on some blow but can be affordin' an O then you can make my stash shorten to low my coppin' 4 in a row
Track Name: The Truth Is ft. Spunky Killa
(The Warlock)
(Verse 1) Fuck anyone without message in their music I do this because the truth is being withheld from us the government's stale, corrupt, & doesn't give a fuck about the future it doesn't matter if you don't or do your babies & children deserve to be livin' their lives yo it isn't right that nowadays the kids just might yo that shit should be guaranteed but they ain't carin' see I'm darin' these people to start treatin' everyone else equal but they can't see yo they chillin' with millions while we're just tryin' to survive yo they've lied yo our rights as the patriot is to protect the state from the government & if ya ask me it needs protection from the state it's runnin' in so on the real fuck those that wanna further fund the rich & yo we need to start stockpilin' guns & clips if we wanna live more days on earth cuz if change don't occur we could all be slained in the dirt & I'm just explainin' with words but I could still be detained if they hurl me in the slamma & not give me any answers or reasons I'm bleedin' through this paper with so much dedication & anger & shit so if you're feelin' this you need to raise your fist

(The Warlock)
(Chorus) Fuck anyone without message in their music fuck anyone without message in their music fu-fuck anyone without message in their music I do this because the truth is being withheld from us

(Spunky Killa)
(Verse 2) The truth is this world is ruthless not having two-cents of what really should go on I hold strong to what I have now I ain't never gonna back down from the government they always runnin' shit takin' all our money grip it's not funny this happens everyday I feel like a petty slave livin' in a steady grave so plenty say we gonna make it but we gotta face it we all blind to the truth it's time that we open our eyes dude & see what's really goin' on I'm always flowin' strong cuz I got message in my music I don't even expect you'll try to do it so just remember what the truth is & stop actin' stupid & get a clue bitch this is true shit I thought you knew this & if you didn't I'm here to fuckin prove it

(The Warlock)
(Chorus) Fuck anyone without message in their music fuck anyone without message in their music fu-fuck anyone without message in their music I do this because the truth is being withheld from us

(The Warlock)
(Verse 3) Yeah I said that you need to raise your fist & stand with me against all of these oppressing governments cuz the truth is that they never gave a fuckin shit about any of us so in our neighborhoods they're sendin' in drugs with cops on stand-by ready to cuff yo then they're spendin' a bunch of money just to fuck with the dealers on the block yo while they're chillin on a yacht they're the villain I am not but I get the feelin that allot of people will misconceive what I mean so stop lookin' at everything black & white & try to see in-between yo this isn't a dream you need to open your eyes to the bigger picture & I'll show you that their lies is in a mixture of media & persuasion & yo I know that their overall goal is to leave the earth vacant so we gotta step up & face 'em before it's too late & yo homie we cannot be afraid of the powers that be because i know they're cowards & weak & they wanna keep everyone down at their feet so we need to stand up & fight back & do em just like how they did to Hussein in Iraq

(The Warlock)
(Chorus) Fuck anyone without message in their music fuck anyone without message in their music fu-fuck anyone without message in their music I do this because the truth is being withheld from us
Track Name: G Shit
(Verse 1) Hey yo where I'm from I'm scared of none so be prepared to run if you even try to dare to come to my neck of the woods & yes it's the hood & I'll always be reppin' it good just like I should & yo the summer is funner when you are younger unless you're a runner but regardless yo I wonder what it'd be like not makin' a name for myself by takin' your chain & your wealth & if you're fake it don't help what you claim cuz they'll be looked at as lames cuz they dealt with you but yo I know you felt this dude & I'm spittin' phat raps & I'm never makin' wack tracks cuz I want my name to carry weight like backpacks I snap caps on my spray paint cuz I'm in the streets doing what they ain't I make great art that's starting to take shape & I'm like fuck a gat cuz I'll leave you straight shanked & make you wish you could vacate

(Chorus) This is that g shit that you hit the streets wit bumpin' down the block while you got your heat gripped

(Verse 2) You look like a hater bitch so don't make me spray your whip cuz I ain't afraid of shit except an STD so if you're testin me you'll rest in peace & I was blessed to be one if the best ya see 99 point 9 percent of rappers are worthless they always ask me if I got some lyrics they can purchase but instead I make 'em nervous as I word this & yo I'll serve fists to any nerd bitch cuz yo these urges can't be resisted cuz I'm vicious so don't fuck with my business cuz you could get popped right at the stoplight or drop-site so you'll just get socked twice for tryin' to talk nice cuz everything is not fine & yo I hold it down just like a stop sign so don't cross lines that you know are there cuz I don't go over there now unless I'm tryin' to leave one of your soldiers chair-bound

(Chorus) This is that g shit that you hit the streets wit bumpin' down the block while you got your heat gripped

(Verse 3) y'all thinkin' we ain't got guns as if we just blazin' then tell me why my city's number 1 in home invasions bandannas hangin' gangbangin' contaminated these streets worse than AIDS did fast nights models suckin' on crack pipes thugs are dumpin' slugs earnin' stacks of hood strips but I'm that gettin' cash type someone'll prolly write a biography on me Jesus Christ like not to mention I'm never breakin' my duties & plus I plan to breathe-take inmates & cuties how? by droppin knowledge the haters that try & stop it will end up demolished & yo you can call it a threat or a promise cuz when I hit em with a baseball bat I'll leave their face all cracked so everybody will be in this place all trapped so one can escape & yo this man creates art just like a can of paint

(Chorus) This is that g shit that you hit the streets wit bumpin' down the block while you got your heat gripped
Track Name: You're The Best
(Chorus) You're the best around nothing's gonna ever keep you down

(Verse 1) For downloadin' my cd whenever I was in a time of need & It's what I alway strive to be so as far as my eyes can see & I'm not lyin' about it yo so I'll never be tryin' to doubt it so & I hope that you know that cuz I think it should be a known fact because of how great you are you're compassionate amazing smart & so please believe me cuz it's why you make things look so easy & I hope you know that's true cuz you'll always be that dude & I'm not even messin' around so I'll be confessin' this now

(Chorus) You're the best around nothing's gonna ever keep you down

(Verse 2) & I hope you know that by now like how I am knowin' your smile's & I'll always tell it to you because it is compelling & true so don't forget it yo cuz you'll always be incredible cuz you're always ahead of it just like a gold medalist so you're not a runner up instead yo you are the number 1 & you need to know it cuz when you do then you are golden & I hope that this song rises your spirits every single time that you hear it & it's somethin' that you got to know cuz when you do you'll be unstoppable

(Chorus) You're the best around nothing's gonna ever keep you down
Track Name: Violent Crimes
(Verse 1) My life is not awesome cuz yo I got problems but I won't let a cop solve 'em instead I'll eat my top ramen & think of a way out since your life could end any day now & it won't be smart if they doubt me cuz I don't play now & I'll straight make my AK shout plus I got a 38 cal. that will leave your snake style in a lake while you got a duct taped mouth & added brick for the weight piled on top of your body & I hope you're rotten dissolving in the water yo there's never been a odder cuz the sin has gotta me not carin' if you're rugged or thuggin' & I'll straight leave you're whole world flooded & I'm so fuckin cold blooded I gotta know what if I cutted & gutted you when we met & didn't leave a clue to detect but I ain't shootin' ya yet 1st you gotta be tortured you see war sure could fuck your head up but regardless I said what I really meant son

(Chorus) & yo I gotta admit I try but I'm still unsatisfied with life so I hide behind violent crimes, my doors, & drugs as well as mics & rhymes

(Verse 2) But on the real a ho to score is what I was hopin' for but I had to stab a throat with swords & tear out her vocal chord but regardless let me tell you how it all started how I went to a party for real & yo I had to chill & post until I got a chance to kill the host & take 'em home with me & stab 'em with a sharp bone & keys in the dome to see their brain & tolerance for pain yo I'll never change & yeah it's strange how I could claim that I will strangle you & whoever you hang with to & yeah they'll never wake up again cuz there in a lake straight bagged & taped up to blend in at the bottom yo I'll be sinnin' til autumn so when I caught 'em it was in the dead of winter & yeah whenever it's said I shiver out of fright & it was such a wild night I gotta admit that I'll write this story just a l'il bit with the pen & I don't even think anyone is a friend so I'm just sittin' here all by myself in discontent

(Chorus) & yo I gotta admit I try but I'm still unsatisfied with life so I hide behind violent crimes, my doors, & drugs as well as mics & rhymes

(Verse 3) Whenever I'm in a snow storm until my cold blood goes warm I'll be leavin' muthafuckas with their throats torn & there's no formed out plans in advance I just land in a trance whenever it happens my stance goes from laid back to on edge & I feel like I'm in a contest to see how much people I can kill 'til dawn ends cuz in the mornin' I'm de-morphin' & teleportin' cuz it's important for me to awake right at daylight & yo they might be on to me but I don't wanna see a detective he'll get his neck slit for tryin' to guess shit & I know I'm desperate cuz there's not too much I can do hey yo fuck it I'm too tired to try & lie I decided if they get me they get me whatever yo hit me with a 25 to 50 but on the real I'll be killin until then so in this area a villian is still in killin' every-muthafuckin-body from men women to children you really think this crazy ass killa gives a fuck how you feel when ever since i was born everything goin' on around me isn't right so yo this is how I was forced to live my life

(Chorus) & yo I gotta admit I try but I'm still unsatisfied with life so I hide behind violent crimes, my doors, & drugs as well as mics & rhymes
Track Name: You Left Me
(Verse 1) You left me when I was at my lowest left me feelin' hopeless so now I gotta expose this just so you know that I know it that 1st you had to find a way to leave me all in the coldness you're hella low cuz damn near every word that you spoke was about how you could never leave me but you made it look so easy you're sleazy & I'm sure that you'll listen to this you 2-faced mischievous bitch cuz all those words that you spoke they must've been lies cuz I know that you slowly started cuttin' your ties as my situation slowly got worse but I'm not hurt cuz what I've been living through's allot worse so know that you're only being addressed cuz I had to get all of these things of my chest cuz I just wanna free up my mind from all the dreams of the lies that I don't even need to describe even though there's probably some truth to it but I mean of course there is why else would you do this shit I know you way better than anyone else that's why I was able to predict what you say & you felt but I'm done talkin' to you cuz you could never walk in my shoes & although these words are awful but true just know that all of my old feelings for you have been lost with the new
Track Name: The Struggles That I Face
(Verse 1) I've been to hell & back but I feel like that's an understatement I've been underrated, under pain, & not able to find out what's wrong when judged & hated while you're fuckin strainin' with no one aidin' guns & blades is what you're ready to clutch on I puff strong weed if you know me that's nothing new at all cuz I smoke trees that are so sweet like music they help me refuse to fall & anyone that calls this a useless song yo then I guess it is you who I will choose to brawl & I'm not sure if there's anything worse that could hold you back I wish you could know the facts but no one should have to go through that but still let me try & describe it to you while I'm barely alive in my room cuz where my condition I have consumed almost a year just barely livin' off the days & hours straight unable to live, sit, walk, lay, or shower I'm talkin straight livin' day to day with aches & pains in places you would hate to name this isn't the way I wanted thangs to change

(Chorus) All the struggles that I face would make you buckle in pain if I just told you about a couple but wait I'm sure some of y'all have gone through the same or worse & if so know I got your back 'til the last day on earth cuz I just wanna help you as well as myself cuz I ain't lyin' when I say that I've gone through hell & I've felt like givin' up but you gotta stay strong yo cuz you're the reason I'm writing this poem

(Verse 2) & so I write this on the night before another appointment prayin' I can get back to my life & I swear to god I'll enjoy it it don't even have to be in a religious way cuz with my pen & pad how could it not be the same & yo I'm just meaning faith & I hope you got it in you & I hope that it can be maintained in all of the crew I'm glad my confidence grew cuz when I get better I'll feel like nothin' can stop me & yo I'll be tougher than rocky up in my body cuz this stuff ain't a hobby at least for me it's not I need hip hop I'm feedin' off the fact that I know that I can achieve it all you wanna know what I'm meaning dawg I'm speaking on everything that I dream & want but I don't wanna seem involved in greedyness cuz that ain't me so when they look I hope they see a muthafucka that's been facing so much tough shit a normal person would say fuck it & walk away it's seems like there's no justice so yo I gotta say

(Chorus) All the struggles that I face would make you buckle in pain if I just told you about a couple but wait I'm sure some of y'all have gone through the same or worse & if so know I got your back 'til the last day on earth cuz I just wanna help you as well as myself cuz I ain't lyin' when I say that I've gone through hell & I've felt like givin' up but you gotta stay strong yo cuz you're the reason I'm writing this poem

(Verse 3) But I could never give up even if nothing is going right see I gotta live cuz I have these goals in life so I'm a keep at it 'til the world ends I love music so much yo hip hop is my girlfriend, wife, & mistress but I'm suspicious of all the guys she visits but how could I deny she isn't the best thing on earth that I have witnessed yeah I keep it real cuz I don't have to lie to kick it & I'm not mad yo I'm just fine with this is great yo so I'm a make flows until it's case closed but for now I feel like I got more to state so just know that I have this passion to be rappin' & ownin' a mansion & free from this private where I have dwelled battling with time itself just tryin' to survive its felt horribly bad it's so true cuz this is the worse thing I had to go through & I'm the warlock spiritually metaphysical but recently yo I've been prayin' for a miracle

(Chorus) All the struggles that I face would make you buckle in pain if I just told you about a couple but wait I'm sure some of y'all have gone through the same or worse & if so know I got your back 'til the last day on earth cuz I just wanna help you as well as myself cuz I ain't lyin' when I say that I've gone through hell & I've felt like givin' up but you gotta stay strong yo cuz you're the reason I'm writing this poem