(Verse 1) I've been to hell & back but I feel like that's an understatement I've been underrated, under pain, & not able to find out what's wrong when judged & hated while you're fuckin strainin' with no one aidin' guns & blades is what you're ready to clutch on I puff strong weed if you know me that's nothing new at all cuz I smoke trees that are so sweet like music they help me refuse to fall & anyone that calls this a useless song yo then I guess it is you who I will choose to brawl & I'm not sure if there's anything worse that could hold you back I wish you could know the facts but no one should have to go through that but still let me try & describe it to you while I'm barely alive in my room cuz where my condition I have consumed almost a year just barely livin' off the days & hours straight unable to live, sit, walk, lay, or shower I'm talkin straight livin' day to day with aches & pains in places you would hate to name this isn't the way I wanted thangs to change

(Chorus) All the struggles that I face would make you buckle in pain if I just told you about a couple but wait I'm sure some of y'all have gone through the same or worse & if so know I got your back 'til the last day on earth cuz I just wanna help you as well as myself cuz I ain't lyin' when I say that I've gone through hell & I've felt like givin' up but you gotta stay strong yo cuz you're the reason I'm writing this poem

(Verse 2) & so I write this on the night before another appointment prayin' I can get back to my life & I swear to god I'll enjoy it it don't even have to be in a religious way cuz with my pen & pad how could it not be the same? & yo I'm just meaning faith & I hope you got it in you & I hope that it can be maintained in all of the crew & I'm glad that my confidence grew cuz when I get better I'll feel like nothin' can stop me & yo I'll be tougher than Rocky up in my body cuz this stuff ain't a hobby at least for me it's not I need hip hop I'm feedin' off the fact that I know that I can achieve it all you wanna know what I'm meaning dawg I'm speaking on everything that I dream & want but I don't wanna seem involved in greedyness cuz that ain't me so when they look I hope they see a muthafucka that's been facing so much tough shit a normal person would say fuck it & walk away it's seems like there's no justice so yo I gotta say

(Chorus) All the struggles that I face would make you buckle in pain if I just told you about a couple but wait I'm sure some of y'all have gone through the same or worse & if so know I got your back 'til the last day on earth cuz I just wanna help you as well as myself cuz I ain't lyin' when I say that I've gone through hell & I've felt like givin' up but you gotta stay strong yo cuz you're the reason I'm writing this poem

(Verse 3) But I could never give up even if nothing is going right see I gotta live cuz I have these goals in life so I'm a keep at it 'til the world ends I love music so much yo hip hop is my girlfriend, wife, & mistress but I'm suspicious of all the guys she visits but how could I deny she isn't the best thing on earth that I have witnessed yeah I keep it real cuz I don't have to lie to kick it & I'm not mad yo I'm just fine with this is great yo so I'm a make flows until it's case closed but for now I feel like I got more to state so just know that I have this passion to be rappin' & ownin' a mansion & free from this private where I have dwelled battling with time itself just tryin' to survive its felt horribly bad it's so true cuz this is the worse thing I had to go through & I'm the warlock spiritually metaphysical but recently yo I've been prayin' for a miracle

(Chorus) All the struggles that I face would make you buckle in pain if I just told you about a couple but wait I'm sure some of y'all have gone through the same or worse & if so know I got your back 'til the last day on earth cuz I just wanna help you as well as myself cuz I ain't lyin' when I say that I've gone through hell & I've felt like givin' up but you gotta stay strong yo cuz you're the reason I'm writing this poem