(Verse 1) My life is not awesome cuz yo I got problems but I won't let a cop solve 'em instead I'll eat my top ramen & think of a way out since your life could end any day now & it won't be smart if they doubt me cuz I don't play now & I'll straight make my AK shout plus I got a 38 cal. that will leave your snake style in a lake while you got a duct taped mouth & added brick for the weight piled on top of your body & I hope you're rotten dissolving in the water yo there's never been a odder cuz the sin has gotta me not carin' if you're rugged or thuggin' & I'll straight leave you're whole world flooded & I'm so fuckin cold blooded I gotta know what if I cutted & gutted you when we met & didn't leave a clue to detect but I ain't shootin' ya yet 1st you gotta be tortured you see homie war sure could fuck your head up but regardless I said what I really meant son

(Chorus) & yo I gotta admit I try but I'm still unsatisfied with life so I hide behind violent crimes, my doors, & drugs as well as mics & rhymes

(Verse 2) But on the real a ho to score is what I was hopin' for but I had to stab a throat with swords & tear out her vocal chord but regardless let me tell you how it all started how I went to a party for real & yo I had to chill & post until I got a chance to kill the host & take 'em home with me & stab 'em with a sharp bone & keys in the dome to see their brain & tolerance for pain yo I'll never change & yeah it's strange how I could claim that I will strangle you & whoever you hang with to & yeah they'll never wake up again cuz there in a lake straight bagged & taped up to blend in at the bottom yo I'll be sinnin' til autumn so when I caught 'em it was in the dead of winter & yeah whenever it's said I shiver out of fright & it was such a wild night I gotta admit that I'll write this story just a l'il bit with the pen & I don't even think anyone is a friend so I'm just sittin' here all by myself in discontent

(Chorus) & yo I gotta admit I try but I'm still unsatisfied with life so I hide behind violent crimes, my doors, & drugs as well as mics & rhymes

(Verse 3) Whenever I'm in a snow storm until my cold blood goes warm I'll be leavin' muthafuckas with their throats torn & there's no formed out plans in advance I just land in a trance whenever it happens my stance goes from laid back to on edge & I feel like I'm in a contest to see how much people I can kill 'til dawn ends cuz in the mornin' I'm de-morphin' & teleportin' cuz it's important for me to awake right at daylight & yo they might be on to me but I don't wanna see a detective he'll get his neck slit for tryin' to guess shit & I know I'm desperate cuz there's not too much I can do hey yo fuck it I'm too tired to try & lie I decided if they get me they get me whatever yo hit me with a 25 to 50 but on the real I'll be killin until then so in this area a villian is still in killin' every-muthafuckin-body from men women to children you really think this crazy ass killa gives a fuck how you feel when ever since i was born everything goin' on around me isn't right so yo this is how I was forced to live my life

(Chorus) & yo I gotta admit I try but I'm still unsatisfied with life so I hide behind violent crimes, my doors, & drugs as well as mics & rhymes