(Verse 1)
Yeah it's been 3 years I've been dealin' with this prayin' one day god will heal me of it I really hope he can forgive me of sins I did as a kid I my thoughts were twisted & sick but I could understand if I'm never forgiven of it I can't forgive myself for the shit that I did yo this tracks about to be as real as it gets it's been a minute I let my guts spill on this bitch o It seems like everyday I'm dealin' with shit all it takes is a couple seconds for my feelings to switch cuz I could be happy like I got millions of hits on the web or depressed I don't wanna be feelin' like this yo

Yeah man.. I ain't tryin' to be feelin' this yo.. But I gotta dwell on it.. Gotta get it off my chest ya feel me.. kept it bottled for too long.. Uh feel me..

(Verse 2)
Yeah I live a life that's regret filled everything I've said's real nothin' out of left field at least from my perspective yo my message is to try to push you in the right direction just don't follow me & the path I took honestly yo I gotta ask this look can somebody tell me what's wrong with me what's haunting me & makin' me not want to follow dreams that I've had for over a decade but it's straight cuz yo me & my boy SK make tracks that are crack & spit the truth & create lyricism that others can only wish to do

Yeah that's right man muthafuckas ain't fuckin with us yo.. Bar for bar.. we're 2 of the nicest out this bitch.. Still muthafuckas are sleepin' & shit.. So im like what's the point of still doin this you feel me

(Verse 3)
Yeah I'm losin faith in this I hate my shit I did last year but what was on the page was sick I just couldn't translate it in my recordings but now I'm getting better at spittin' & performin' but still my real lifes gots some issues but I'm longer using up all my tissues nah I guess that I've gotten used to it but I had to make a song to just stew in it yo I don't deserve this & it's worsened cuz as i struggle I'm constantly discouraged but yo that's happening less often & I'll prolly keep makin' music 'til I'm in a coffin

Yeah I'll be makin' this music to the fuckin day I die yo.. can't stop.. This hip hop shit lives in me yo.. It's all I know.. It's too late to do anything else yo.. I breathe this shit.. This is just some of the locks thoughts man.. part one..